8.08.2019

ambientdecay.com

Well it's official, ambientdecay.com is off the market; because it's MINE.

However, I ran before crawling. I've no idea what to make it into. At first it would take the place of this, but I don't feel like it would give the brand justice. At the same time, I've no inkling of what to make my precious moniker about. 


  • Is it a brand that delves into the ever changing realm of "what is goth" and the fashion or culture?
  • Is it devoted to the yesteryear of goth?
  • Does it have anything to do with my preferred subculture in the least?
  • Is it the darker aspect of life: furniture, life, self help, music?
  • Is it devoted to alternative means of burial?
  • Perhaps it's about how ones mindset can be dark but used for light, if you will.
  • Does it encompass all of the above?

No clue...

Perhaps a gleaning of the meaning of what Ambient Decay means would help.

Ambientit is the multiple definitions of the word. Yet holds the most value of - "pertaining to or noting close and constant social contact and communication fostered by the Internet or the use of digital devices."

Decaydecline in or loss of strength, health, intellect, etc.

This has always been the meaning of it. The beauty in the inevitable decay of life. How one thinks and reacts. How like can branch off into a multitude of avenues and how one continues through and rises. The dark, often looked down/unaccepted view of life

Too Old

Martial Arts has always held a spot in my core that I love. Unfortunately I haven't through my adult years been able to continue it. I would love too. However, I fear,  that I maybe to old [34 ISN'T  technically old] but I feel that physically I maybe too aged to get to where I wish to be. 

Then again, like most of life, it could all be in my head. 

 - Decay