Myself

There is so much irony in life it's, at times, unbelievable. So far everyone I have been with has had a problem with someone drinking. Be it a father who over drinks, a mother, a friend, or someone they knew in their past that has done that and has caused the person I am with to have a problem with drinking. I understand people having an issue with others that take it to an extreme and become, without a better way of stating it, an ass.

However, my issue arises when that person with the issue then, without taking into consideration, another person being able to "handle" their liquor/alcohol intake and not become one of the aforementioned people.

I am not, nor have I ever or will be an alcoholic. I despise the lack of control and overall ineptitude of the said discretion.

Too Old

Martial Arts has always held a spot in my core that I love. Unfortunately I haven't through my adult years been able to continue it. I would love too. However, I fear,  that I maybe to old [34 ISN'T  technically old] but I feel that physically I maybe too aged to get to where I wish to be. 

Then again, like most of life, it could all be in my head. 

 - Decay

Well Well Well

Trying out the Live writer app…

Update!

I've almost said FUCK THIS, upon trying to research a new venture on getting a domain name and host a WP site using my ever loveable name Ambient Decay. All the while using an annoyingly slow Netbook by Packard Bell!!

But that isn't what my self indulgent posting is about...